4/27/10 – Bleh!

Woke up tired, with a headache and am feeling a little nauseated. I’m starting to feel a little crazy. Everything would make sense if I were pregnant but otherwise, am I just imagining all of this? Is it just some sort of psycho-somatic thing? (I probably didn't spell that right, but oh well.)  I’ve been so moody and on-edge lately that I’ve kind of been feeling like I don’t want to do this whole baby thing. I’m going to go ahead and do another HPT tomorrow just to make sure. If it’s negative and this feeling dumpy thing continues, I may need to talk to my doctor.

4/26/10 – Tired

I’ve been really tired lately. Also, I seem to be getting full really quickly whenever I eat. Guess I shouldn’t complain too much about that one – maybe I’ll lose some weight. Stomach still seems really full and bloaty and I’m struggling with nausea periodically. Otherwise, everything’s fine. Brian fixed our driveway security light which will be really nice. We planted a new tree type thingy and some flowers in the front – I remember now why we pay people to do yard work for us. I like the outcome, but not the work. We’ll see how much of it lives. Guess that’s it for now.

4/23/10 – Negative, but still feel weird

Well, the HPT was negative. I still haven’t had anything much and still feel “wonky”. I’m thinking that I may take another HPT next week just to be extra sure. My body just doesn’t feel quite right lately, especially this week - weird abdominal pains and full feeling even when I’m hungry, etc. We’ll see what happens.

4/21/10 – Not so sure

So, now I’m not so sure. I had a bunch of pain/cramping yesterday (which is unusual for me), but not much in the way of AF. Still not much today either. I had some pain this morning when I first woke up and a few twinges throughout the day, but mostly I just feel bloat-y and tired. I’m thinking that I may take a HPT tomorrow morning just to be certain. The uncertainty is the worst.

4/20/10 – Definitely not

So, I’m definitely not pregnant and popping lots of Midol today. We went running this morning which was great. Crossing my fingers for next month! :)

4/19/10 – It’s the week

So this is the week that I found out if I got pregnant this month or not. It’ll be nice to know. I’m thinking no and I just got a tiny hint that it’s no, but we’ll know for sure in a couple days. I will actually be a-ok if it’s a no this month because I’m really hoping for next month since the timing would be much better. I just signed me and Brian up for the Jazzercise on Location in Vegas for my birthday weekend of 2011, so hopefully things will time okay with that. If not, I guess I’ll have to try to return or sell my tickets. I’m hoping it works out okay because it looks like a bunch of fun and we’ve wanted to go to Vegas. Keep you posted…

4/15/10 – Back to Wondering

So, I’m back in that time of the month where I wonder if every little feeling is PMS or a possible pregnancy. I didn’t sleep well last night and I don’t feel too great today. I’ve been nauseated, bloaty, and tired pretty much all day. Most likely it’s just lack of sleep and a bout of PMS, but of course I wonder anyway. Well, guess we’ll find out in about a week.